YOU want the TRUTH? well here it is.
Eventually, you forget it all. first you forget everthing you learned - the dates of wars and pythagorean theorem. you especially forget everything you didn't really learn, but just memorized the night ebfore. you forget the names of all but one or two of your favorite teachers, and eventually you forget those, too. you forget your junior year class schedule and where you used to sit and your best friend's home phone number and the lyrics to that song you must have played a million times. and eventually, but slowly, you forget your humiliations - even the one that seemed indelible, just fade away. you forget who was cool and who was not, who was pretty, athletic, and not. who went to a good college. who threw the best parties, who had the most friends. you forget all of them. even the ones you said you loved, and the ones you actually did. they're the last to go. and once you've forgotten enough, you love someone else.
Eventually, you forget it all. first you forget everthing you learned - the dates of wars and pythagorean theorem. you especially forget everything you didn't really learn, but just memorized the night ebfore. you forget the names of all but one or two of your favorite teachers, and eventually you forget those, too. you forget your junior year class schedule and where you used to sit and your best friend's home phone number and the lyrics to that song you must have played a million times. and eventually, but slowly, you forget your humiliations - even the one that seemed indelible, just fade away. you forget who was cool and who was not, who was pretty, athletic, and not. who went to a good college. who threw the best parties, who had the most friends. you forget all of them. even the ones you said you loved, and the ones you actually did. they're the last to go. and once you've forgotten enough, you love someone else.
He keeps hurting her.
i thought he was so lovely.
when i first met him.
i started to get to know him more and more
the more and more i was with him
the more i fell for him
when one day i just fell in love with him
he told me he fellt the same
and
i belived him
when he kissed me
it made me feel so special
i fellt like i was going to melt..
i loved it when..
you stood behind me, and put your arms around me.
i loved it when..
you kissed me in the rain.
i loved it when..
you held my hand.
i loved it when..
you wipped my tears away when i was upset.
i loved it when..
we made love.
and then we would lie there
and we would talk about a
thousand million things.
and at the end of each sentence
he would tell me he loved me
i loved him too
but all of that was a lie
wasn't it ?
he decided he didnt want me
for no reason at all.
it made me think.
did he mean any of it at all ?
i went through his phone and i found
pictures of his ex, i found texts from his ex
saying : " I love you too."
he must have said it first
was that all just a simple game?
to keep him happy ?
why did he do this ?
he said he loved me, not her..
he kissed me..
he huged me..
he made love to me..
N O T H E R ! ! !
So why am i sitting here
crying to myself ? wishing he would come back to me
and take me in his arms like he used to
and kiss all my troubles away, like he used to do.
then one day i feelt like i had...
like i had gotten over him.
i met someone new.
it was going well...
until, i saw you again, everything came flooding back
i still love you and i never stoped
and each night i cry myself to sleep
wishing you would come back to me
but i know you don't want me
and that's what hurts the most
knowing you'll never want me, for me.
I am not one of those skinny girls
I am not one of those pretty girls.
i am just me
i am not perfect
and that will have to do
But baby..
i know you wont ever love me.
but deep deep down, i know
I am going to always love you.
Hurt like you want to be hurt
and
love like you want to be loved.
This is for the boy.. who hurt me bad.
I hope that something like this will happen to you .
&& you will see how much it hurts
how much it fu**s you up.
when i first met him.
i started to get to know him more and more
the more and more i was with him
the more i fell for him
when one day i just fell in love with him
he told me he fellt the same
and
i belived him
when he kissed me
it made me feel so special
i fellt like i was going to melt..
i loved it when..
you stood behind me, and put your arms around me.
i loved it when..
you kissed me in the rain.
i loved it when..
you held my hand.
i loved it when..
you wipped my tears away when i was upset.
i loved it when..
we made love.
and then we would lie there
and we would talk about a
thousand million things.
and at the end of each sentence
he would tell me he loved me
i loved him too
but all of that was a lie
wasn't it ?
he decided he didnt want me
for no reason at all.
it made me think.
did he mean any of it at all ?
i went through his phone and i found
pictures of his ex, i found texts from his ex
saying : " I love you too."
he must have said it first
was that all just a simple game?
to keep him happy ?
why did he do this ?
he said he loved me, not her..
he kissed me..
he huged me..
he made love to me..
N O T H E R ! ! !
So why am i sitting here
crying to myself ? wishing he would come back to me
and take me in his arms like he used to
and kiss all my troubles away, like he used to do.
then one day i feelt like i had...
like i had gotten over him.
i met someone new.
it was going well...
until, i saw you again, everything came flooding back
i still love you and i never stoped
and each night i cry myself to sleep
wishing you would come back to me
but i know you don't want me
and that's what hurts the most
knowing you'll never want me, for me.
I am not one of those skinny girls
I am not one of those pretty girls.
i am just me
i am not perfect
and that will have to do
But baby..
i know you wont ever love me.
but deep deep down, i know
I am going to always love you.
Hurt like you want to be hurt
and
love like you want to be loved.
This is for the boy.. who hurt me bad.
I hope that something like this will happen to you .
&& you will see how much it hurts
how much it fu**s you up.
Kiss me beneth the milky twighlight.
Kandy rain slide.
Wasted youth
Foregin fisch.
Darling, i pROMISE.
Leo Pard
Bitte fame ?
::A DaRK NiGHtMaRe::
IT CAN WAKE YOU UP FROM YOUR SLEEP OR MAYBE CHANGE YOUR WHOLE PERSPECTIVE ON SOMETHING YOU NEVER REALLY NOTICED BEFORE. IT CAN BE HIDDEN UNDER GLAM & GLITTER AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN...
YOU SEE IT. AND THIS TIME THOUGH, YOU SEE IT FOR WHAT IT REALLY IS, WHAT IT'S BEEN ALL ALONG.
A LIE TURNED INTO MY NIGHTMARE...
YOU SEE IT. AND THIS TIME THOUGH, YOU SEE IT FOR WHAT IT REALLY IS, WHAT IT'S BEEN ALL ALONG.
A LIE TURNED INTO MY NIGHTMARE...
Red plaid shirt, patternd leggings.
FLIP IT AWAY
i want to change up my style. show who i am through what i wear. I am an emotinall person, a deep person someone who most of the time doesnt give a shit what people think i should do or how i should act.
In april 2010 im going to the states, shopping big time. when i come back the old view of me will no longer be there. im gonna leave that one behind.
i am in L O V E with clothes, style and most of all fashion. and what people are trying to say through it.
Just an F.Y.I. ^^
In april 2010 im going to the states, shopping big time. when i come back the old view of me will no longer be there. im gonna leave that one behind.
i am in L O V E with clothes, style and most of all fashion. and what people are trying to say through it.
Just an F.Y.I. ^^
