SUMMARIE- im looking foward to the weekend. i got new stuff for my room and put it up today with my brother. Got part 1 from BIO back...opps. started and FINISHED history for tomorrow. Realized something. and thought about something. Found a good song. And realized today something changed. bye.
BTW i cant belive he died!! : (
To create, to destroy.
Life is about getting up out of your chair and doing something. Its about doing nothing. Making a mess.
Moving your hand and your body. Leaving a mark. Its about doing. Action. Finishing. Experimenting.
Trying something immersing. It is about absudity. A creation. Evidence. Destruction. It is about fun.
Doing the opposite. Breaking the rules. Making rules. It is about getting ideas. Getting dirty. Getting hurt.
Making misstakes. Falling in love.
I am going to ask you to make a mark, and make it heard. Make it seen. And it is going to be messy. Dont
worry about that. It is kinda the point.
Moving your hand and your body. Leaving a mark. Its about doing. Action. Finishing. Experimenting.
Trying something immersing. It is about absudity. A creation. Evidence. Destruction. It is about fun.
Doing the opposite. Breaking the rules. Making rules. It is about getting ideas. Getting dirty. Getting hurt.
Making misstakes. Falling in love.
I am going to ask you to make a mark, and make it heard. Make it seen. And it is going to be messy. Dont
worry about that. It is kinda the point.
When you think about it there is so much in life to celebrate.
What do you have to celebrate ?
Think about your furture... what does it involve ?
Never apologize for showing felling and never feel stupid for falling in love.
The more i live the more i learn, The more i learn, the more i relize
the less i know.
What ever you can do, or what ever you dream you can do, Begin it.
Boldness has genius, power and magic in it.
Playing safe is the most popular way to fail.
Because theres something helpless, weak and innocent-
something like an infant-
deep inside us all that really sufferes-
in ways we would never permit an insect to suffer.
Start by doing whats necesary, then what's possiable
and suddenly you are doing the impossiable.
Weak minds sink under prosperity as well as adversity:
But strong and deep ones have two high tides.
What do you have to celebrate ?
Think about your furture... what does it involve ?
Never apologize for showing felling and never feel stupid for falling in love.
The more i live the more i learn, The more i learn, the more i relize
the less i know.
What ever you can do, or what ever you dream you can do, Begin it.
Boldness has genius, power and magic in it.
Playing safe is the most popular way to fail.
Because theres something helpless, weak and innocent-
something like an infant-
deep inside us all that really sufferes-
in ways we would never permit an insect to suffer.
Start by doing whats necesary, then what's possiable
and suddenly you are doing the impossiable.
Weak minds sink under prosperity as well as adversity:
But strong and deep ones have two high tides.
I think i possiably just did the dummest thing in the world. I am trying to take these nails off , that i have had on since the start of spring break , so i cut the tops off and then i didnt know how to get the bottom off, so i thought " heat it up ? " took a lighter and put it to the nail , it caught on fire and now my finger is burnt and hurting ... and the nails are still on -.- FML
ichbins. Mickeymousewatch
bestfriends-family-dog-school-weekends-latenights-sunsets-rippedjeans-oldcameras-phones-music-art-beinguniqe-goodmorningtexts-thedrivein.
I dont like things that are mass prduced, i like the small things people do for you, i think roses are beautiful.The internet was a great invetntion with out it life would suck. Black is my favorite color, the perfect wish would consist of, me with my closest friends, the people i care about just having a laugh and being truly happy, forgetting the rest of the world even if its just for an hour. Late night phone calls, falling asleep next to you. Handing in a project. The last day of school. Birthdays, Bluefingernails but always changed to black in the end. My mikey mouse watch from my grandma, waking up to the sunshine. Laying on the beach with music blasting. Drinking out of your mind when your pissed. Having a laugh with your mom. Things that just dont make sense.
Im not like other people FYI.
and im fucked for chemistry tomorrow annoying-.-
I dont like things that are mass prduced, i like the small things people do for you, i think roses are beautiful.The internet was a great invetntion with out it life would suck. Black is my favorite color, the perfect wish would consist of, me with my closest friends, the people i care about just having a laugh and being truly happy, forgetting the rest of the world even if its just for an hour. Late night phone calls, falling asleep next to you. Handing in a project. The last day of school. Birthdays, Bluefingernails but always changed to black in the end. My mikey mouse watch from my grandma, waking up to the sunshine. Laying on the beach with music blasting. Drinking out of your mind when your pissed. Having a laugh with your mom. Things that just dont make sense.
Im not like other people FYI.
and im fucked for chemistry tomorrow annoying-.-
A little update i guess, since i havent really been doing that well lately with it ^^
well this weekend it was Roxi's birthday which a few people celebrated yesterday . was really cute ! and then the past week was franz. woche whihc would have been nicer if it was warmer, and today shall consist of me working on chemistry, since i have a test tomorrow , cleanning my room , so i can put the new stuff up and...i think german and art their both due next week as well. Gosh i seriously could do with a break now ! six more weeks until summer break :D and 20 days until my birthday ( or 19 i might have counted wrong ^^) so im excited : )
anyways thats kinda whats going on
Oh and theres this new webpage i found where you can basiclly watch anyshow you wnt online , and its not like mega video so it works really well !
and its easy, here it is : http://www.fastpasstv.com/tv
well this weekend it was Roxi's birthday which a few people celebrated yesterday . was really cute ! and then the past week was franz. woche whihc would have been nicer if it was warmer, and today shall consist of me working on chemistry, since i have a test tomorrow , cleanning my room , so i can put the new stuff up and...i think german and art their both due next week as well. Gosh i seriously could do with a break now ! six more weeks until summer break :D and 20 days until my birthday ( or 19 i might have counted wrong ^^) so im excited : )
anyways thats kinda whats going on
Oh and theres this new webpage i found where you can basiclly watch anyshow you wnt online , and its not like mega video so it works really well !
and its easy, here it is : http://www.fastpasstv.com/tv
I KNOW THAT AT TIMES THINGS CAN SEEM WERID, DUE TO A LABEL OF SOMETHING SOMEONE MIGHT FEEL TRAPED, MIGHT FEEL PRESURED, SO FORGET THE FACT THAT THERE EVEN IS A LABEL , OR JUST DONT THINK ABOUT IT. Time goes by and for some reason jag försöker jätte mycket men det är fortafarrande där. Jag vill inte ha det längre.
He knows me He doesnt know me
he loved me Does he love me ?
we cared he does care
we shared We do share
he knew that He doesnt know that
he understod me He never will.
we got along we get along
a connection He's starting to understand
was made We share a passion
a connection A connection
was lost. is being created.
he loved me Does he love me ?
we cared he does care
we shared We do share
he knew that He doesnt know that
he understod me He never will.
we got along we get along
a connection He's starting to understand
was made We share a passion
a connection A connection
was lost. is being created.
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RIP. Take a second thought before dowing that second shot.
A 16-year-old Auckland schoolboy who died in his sleep after drinking a bottle of vodka outside a party at the weekend had "everything to live for", his uncle says.
King's College student James Webster's uncle, Donald Webster, said his nephew on Saturday told his father he was going to a friend's house to study, but instead went to an 18-year-old's birthday party with a bottle of vodka he may have taken from the house where he was staying.
The party organisers would not let him in with the alcohol so he sat in his car and drank the vodka straight from the bottle, possibly with friends.
"After about an hour of this sort of activity he actually passed out, vomited, and really from there he could not recover," Mr Webster told Radio New Zealand.
Some partygoers took James back to their house and put him to bed in the recovery position. He was found dead the next morning.
"I don't know if anything would have saved James with that amount of alcohol in his body," Mr Webster said.
James was a witty, vibrant and healthy young man who had "everything to live for" and Mr Webster said he hoped teenagers would learn from his death.
"If you can see someone that's likely to get into trouble, for God's sake do something about it."
Alcohol Healthwatch director Rebecca Williams said teenagers should not be blamed for youth drinking because they received inconsistent messages about alcohol.
"We can't expect our young people to be the responsible ones here. We have to accept responsibility," she told NZPA.
"We've got to turn our attention to the environment and what these young people are experiencing, which is super-availability of alcohol, aggressive marketing and promotion of products that are cheap and designed especially for them."
Intoxication had become a normal and expected part of New Zealand's drinking culture, Ms Williams said.
"I think we can say the messages are getting through to teenagers very well - drink lots, drink often and drink just like the adult population," she said.
"How can we expect a 16-year-old, or his friends for that matter, to make positive decisions when they are intoxicated?"
Drinking was particularly harmful to young people, and preventable tragedies like James' death were just "the tip of the iceberg".
"They will experience more harm for every drink than we will as an adult. Their bodies are developing, their brains are developing, and that substance in their world is just an absolute toxic drug.
King's College chaplain Reverend Warner Wilder said the 16-year-old's death was officially announced to students and staff at an assembly in the Auckland school hall this morning.
Students were being encouraged to spend as much time as they need to in the school chapel, where a candle had been lit for James, and prayers for him were ongoing, he said.
"He was such a lovely guy. He was the most cheerful, positive, kind boy you could hope to meet. He was God's very special little boy."
The parent's of another King's College teenager, William Thode, who died this year have also reached out to James Webster's family through a Facebook message, saying they believed the pair would find one another "in heaven".
William, 15, died suddenly in his sleep at the Auckland boarding school in February. His family are amongst hundreds of people who have joined the Facebook group "RIP James Webster".
As well as being a successful competitive diver, James was keen on cycling. He also volunteered for Kidsline, a free telephone counseling service for all New Zealand kids up to the age of 14.
Mr Wilder said James' parents lived in Thames, and his sister Emily was a Year 13 student at St Cuthbert's College. James had been a boarder at the school since he started in Year 9.
An autopsy was being carried out today and Mr Wilder said it was hoped the results would be announced this afternoon.
He said no further comment would be made about James' death until the cause was known.
James' funeral will be held at Kings College on Thursday.
The Thode family Facebook message reads:
"To James' family - How terribly sad for you all - our very deepest sympathy.
We do know how you are feeling. This facebook page will give you great comfort over the next few months.
James sounds like a gorgeous boy. The Kings College community were simply amazing to us during our recent loss and I know they will help...... you through this.
I truly believe William and James will find each other in heaven - their fun days and years not yet over.
Take care of each other over these next few weeks.
With love Kate & Richard Thode. RIP James Webster / RIP Willam Thode xxxx"
King's College student James Webster's uncle, Donald Webster, said his nephew on Saturday told his father he was going to a friend's house to study, but instead went to an 18-year-old's birthday party with a bottle of vodka he may have taken from the house where he was staying.
The party organisers would not let him in with the alcohol so he sat in his car and drank the vodka straight from the bottle, possibly with friends.
"After about an hour of this sort of activity he actually passed out, vomited, and really from there he could not recover," Mr Webster told Radio New Zealand.
Some partygoers took James back to their house and put him to bed in the recovery position. He was found dead the next morning.
"I don't know if anything would have saved James with that amount of alcohol in his body," Mr Webster said.
James was a witty, vibrant and healthy young man who had "everything to live for" and Mr Webster said he hoped teenagers would learn from his death.
"If you can see someone that's likely to get into trouble, for God's sake do something about it."
Alcohol Healthwatch director Rebecca Williams said teenagers should not be blamed for youth drinking because they received inconsistent messages about alcohol.
"We can't expect our young people to be the responsible ones here. We have to accept responsibility," she told NZPA.
"We've got to turn our attention to the environment and what these young people are experiencing, which is super-availability of alcohol, aggressive marketing and promotion of products that are cheap and designed especially for them."
Intoxication had become a normal and expected part of New Zealand's drinking culture, Ms Williams said.
"I think we can say the messages are getting through to teenagers very well - drink lots, drink often and drink just like the adult population," she said.
"How can we expect a 16-year-old, or his friends for that matter, to make positive decisions when they are intoxicated?"
Drinking was particularly harmful to young people, and preventable tragedies like James' death were just "the tip of the iceberg".
"They will experience more harm for every drink than we will as an adult. Their bodies are developing, their brains are developing, and that substance in their world is just an absolute toxic drug.
King's College chaplain Reverend Warner Wilder said the 16-year-old's death was officially announced to students and staff at an assembly in the Auckland school hall this morning.
Students were being encouraged to spend as much time as they need to in the school chapel, where a candle had been lit for James, and prayers for him were ongoing, he said.
"He was such a lovely guy. He was the most cheerful, positive, kind boy you could hope to meet. He was God's very special little boy."
The parent's of another King's College teenager, William Thode, who died this year have also reached out to James Webster's family through a Facebook message, saying they believed the pair would find one another "in heaven".
William, 15, died suddenly in his sleep at the Auckland boarding school in February. His family are amongst hundreds of people who have joined the Facebook group "RIP James Webster".
As well as being a successful competitive diver, James was keen on cycling. He also volunteered for Kidsline, a free telephone counseling service for all New Zealand kids up to the age of 14.
Mr Wilder said James' parents lived in Thames, and his sister Emily was a Year 13 student at St Cuthbert's College. James had been a boarder at the school since he started in Year 9.
An autopsy was being carried out today and Mr Wilder said it was hoped the results would be announced this afternoon.
He said no further comment would be made about James' death until the cause was known.
James' funeral will be held at Kings College on Thursday.
The Thode family Facebook message reads:
"To James' family - How terribly sad for you all - our very deepest sympathy.
We do know how you are feeling. This facebook page will give you great comfort over the next few months.
James sounds like a gorgeous boy. The Kings College community were simply amazing to us during our recent loss and I know they will help...... you through this.
I truly believe William and James will find each other in heaven - their fun days and years not yet over.
Take care of each other over these next few weeks.
With love Kate & Richard Thode. RIP James Webster / RIP Willam Thode xxxx"
A misstake was made
people were hurting
she didnt understand that
a misstake was made
again, again and again
The pain did not subside
she prayed over and over
people left , tear fell down
there still there
nothing can change
those things.
A constant reminder in every day
nothing can change that.
what was done was done
people were hurting
she didnt understand that
a misstake was made
again, again and again
The pain did not subside
she prayed over and over
people left , tear fell down
there still there
nothing can change
those things.
A constant reminder in every day
nothing can change that.
what was done was done
i dont care what people say, the rush is worth the price i pay, i get so high when your with me but crash and crave you when you leave.
So ive got a question do you want to haeva slumber party in my basement ?.
und ich freu mich. im not afraid. im doing this for me.
So ive got a question do you want to haeva slumber party in my basement ?.
und ich freu mich. im not afraid. im doing this for me.
i wander at times, how life could be different.
