So summer is on its way, and the vacation is on its way. I wander what the summer brings along this year.
So far al i know is that im not looking foward to going back to school once this summer vacation is over, you see those two months or how ever lovg it is you get a break from all the drama , the small little bitchy comments, the stupid fights and the fakeness. Coming back to that at first might be a bit exciting but once everyone relise's whats going on again it starts again.  No one stays how they were over the summer they go back to that person that everyone knows. Whats the point in that ? i just dont seem to get it at all.

BTW all those people who want to comment stuff and what ever i dont really care for stupid comments, and if ur gonna post stupid o

Maifeier. i left marias that morning and went to hannahs to get ready for the maifeier with her, again in dirndls, i didnt go with maria cause she was doing the kastenlauf and so around 13.30 me and hannah were finally at the maifeier which was already in full go, and lets just say me and hannah had our catching up to do, we stayed until about 17.00ish i think and it was a good time : ) with all the people there, met some new people ran into some people i havent seen in ages so it was a good day : ) apart from the fact of walking all the way from hanfeld to starnberg dont know how far that is but it was far ! anyways at hannahs we watched spread and just had a nice evening , relaxing and recovering ^^next morning me and hannah were bored ( so today 02.05.2010 ) we made some chocholate cookies, they didnt taste very good at all hahah , we kinda scrwed them up , oh well it was fun i left at like four and my dad got me and now im here at home being gay.

On friday i was with maria, we went to hers got readay and then first time this year i put my dirndl on ^^ and we went out that night to tanz in den mai at lago lounge in starnberg, it was a totaly verplannt night, with some stupid things and just i swear ive never been so clueless in my life to wahts going on as i was that night hihi, was kinda of funny in a way, we made tons of stops at diffferent places but in short terms, we started at lago lounge made a round about stops and ended at lago. but it was great with maria : ) it was just a really fun night with a really good friend : )

a look - a smile - a wink - the smell - walk over - "hello" - "hey" - another smile - the small talk - getting to know each other - the change - the feeling - that all at once - the hugs - the touches - the closeness - the deep talks - late nights -  a kiss - the first time - the first night - the first one - " i love you " - " i love you too " - another kiss - another touch - the getting comfortable - the thoughts - more smiles - more hugs - more kisses - more nights -  first fights - long phone calls - tears running down - heart acheing - the end.

is it always going to be like that ? so predictable so expected or can things actually change? and become something new , something excitng some different .

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Im sitting in history class at the moment and just ive come to relize i dont do hardly any work in my classes in school , its such a waste of my time acutally , beuceuse at home i have all my homework and extra work taht i should have done in class done with in about 2 hours so think how nice that would be , wake up later , do the work in two hours and then the rest of the day, what ever thats just a nice dream cause that wont be happening any time soon haha .
today the weather is so nice gosh im loving it, we had soccer outside, and be and cesca messed around since were so not used to playing since the season was so long ago it will be funny for triyouts i think , they come around in september , ich freu mich !
and today, once school is finally out ( in another 3 and a half hours and 7 minutes EW! ) im going to the lake and taking a nice boat ride with a friend ( : find ich süß, and im excited for that hihi.
after today only another 2 days until weekend GAHH i need it
school is nearing its end and you can tell that everyone is seriously feed up with it all, the 10th grade only has another 7 days of school , soooooo annoying and then theres no more serniors around since they are out for studying for exams, so its only going to be the freshman and 11th grade around until summer pulls around on the 29th of june... i cant wait.

that was the gay post of the day ;) im gonna do some updating later, i just figured id do something now since i wasnt going to work anyways, class is out in 5 min peace out :*
xoxo

A little random post i thought was in order before i start doing my work for the uhm i think week , but i know ill have more... anywhoot, so today i was in a shokingly amazing mood, just soo great : ) which i have been for a while but today just gahh amazing hihi, and then well even though i was in school it was nice ( : i liked it.
so the summer is starting to show its self now, which im very excited for ! tomorrow its supposed to be in the 20 ° c something there and then thursday really nice and warm, and then im hoping for a nice weekend weather since i have some very fun plans with Maria.
and today i have to do some homework ( ew. ) then clean my room i feelt like maybe re-arranging it if i sitll have time and then helping my mom with what ever it was she needed done.
annd im going to do all of this whilst blasting my music : D
OHH i think i might also me repaingting my room , since the pink is driving me nuts. ill leave the neon green and do something else pink is just nassstty.
so thats the gayass update of the day ;)
xoxo.

Jag sitter just nu i sängen efter att typ inte ha gjort nånting idag , vilket är lite deppigt, men jag lyssnar på såna typiska svenska låter och håller på att förstå hur mycket jag saknar sverige, och hur skönt det var att vara där, allting vart så mycket lättare med folket och helt enkelt med allting... det är klart att jag gillar tyskland , jätte mycket och jag har underbara vänner här, men jag saknar helt enkelt de stället där jag växte up. jag har inte varit där i över 16 månader heller, måsta snart ta en liten resa up till stockholm igen.

Down on my knees
i hear your voice
i close my eyes
heaven help me
its like a little prayer
i wanna take you there
i can feel your power
just like a prayer
i want to take you there
you whipser softly to me
just like a chil
its like a dream
and no beging
its like a dream
your here with me
i want to take you there
i can feel your power
in the midnight hour
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